Day 2 - Feelings

         I watched the news on TV, looked at some meanings of words in my ditionary
( Buddhism - the definition said that the main principle is to refrain from the wories & pleasures of life)
        This caught my eye because a part of my sais that the wories & pleasures of life only make you feel good for a while until the thing that made you happy dissapeares when you don't expect it, and leaves you suffering, missing what was, and isn't anymore.
       The only solution I see is to stop feeling, stop thinking that someone can be your friend forever, thinking without emotions like a robot, that doesn't mean that I'm bad, I want to help those in need, in fact that's the only purpose in life that I see, as a teenager I don't see how I can do that, and that makes me feel worthless.
      Yesterday as well as today I've played Monopoly with my dad and my 7 year old sister, dad was te winner.
      We had again tonight some guests, 2 relatives husband and wife.
     I found out that tomorrow at 3 PM will be my first particular math lesson.
   Watched youtube videos from : Smosh, Shane, swiftkaratechop, flufeetalks.